Shabbat Ki Tavo 2004
Deut.29:3
For 40 years, God showed them otot and moftim, yet God didn't give them a lev ladaat or eynaim lir'ot or oznaim lishmoa - ad hayom hazeh.
Two problems:
1. What is the meaning of ad hayom hazeh?
NJPS: to this day, the Lord hasn't given them a mind to understand or eyes to see or ears to hear.
EH: until today, i.e. they didn't have it before, but they have it now.
Dividing line: is there hope that the people will reach a point of understanding, or not? Did "this day" represent a transformation of some kind, or only wretched continuity? Either way, what do we do with a passage like Deut.4:35-36 (atah horeita ladaat), which indicates clearly that they did know?
2. Theological problem of free will - how could God interfere with their understanding, causing them to misunderstand? Was the Exodus generation responsible for its faithfulness, if God didn't let them truly perceive?
I can't imagine that Moses intended ad hayom hazeh to be a statement ot continuity ("to this day...") While no one explanation will ever solve all the textual problems associated with this pasuk, I find most convincing a combination of the last two theories: it is part of our God given nature that we never really understand the significance of the things that happen to us or the things we go through until we can look back on them from the vantage point of a different stage of our lives. The day on which this was all happening was one of those days which allowed for a gaining of new perspective. The last day of Moses' life. The miracle of manna coming to an end. The river Jordan right there, waiting to be crossed. Everything they knew was changing, and there must have been a tremendous sense of loss, allowing them to look back and apprehend everything differently - like when someone very important to us dies and we suddenly understand things about that person and the role they played in our lives that we never could while they were alive, or when we move to a new city, giving us a new perspective on our life in the old one.
This time of year is about transformations, it's about gaining new perspective. Why did God not create us in such a way that we can understand our experiences at the time? That problem is not solved by our text, but is part of our existential reality. We are simply blind to the signs and wonders all around us, until something drastic happens that allows them to come into view.